3 Days Before EOW (End of the World?)

MY GULAY!

It's been more than 1  year and 6 months since I updated this page.

Gee, time does fly by so fast.

I am now (yet again) in a new job with different hang ups. I wonder when can I find contentment? But that's for a separate post. I'd like to list down the things that I am most grateful for before (the possible) doomsday that might be 3 days from now.

7. My Closet - nuff said.
6. My iPhone - my "boyfriend" as I refer to. It kept me entertained and never failed to be at my side most of the time.
5. My Room - it's not perfect like me but I love everything about it.
4. My Job - yes, I hate every minute of my job but it paid my bills and gave me the opportunity to live comfortably.
3. My Friends - though this past year has proved to be the most difficult year for me socially ( I think I've lost a few friends a long the way this year).
2. My pets - or better known as my sisters. They make each day bearable and worth living
1. My family - even if I fight with my mom almost daily and annoyed with my bum of a father, I still can't imagine living without them.

I can't really imagine that the world will end in just a few hours...but if that happens I hope I get to spend my last hours here on earth with my loved ones.

J

Be(at) Your Best Self

Hi Blog,

It's past 2am already and I am yet to sleep. I still have a lot of "hang ups" to unload.

Whenever I see mirrors, I tend to avoid them. I just can't stare at my body. :(
My tummy is so round and soft...my arms too jiggle and huge...and my face is so round and plump.
Yes, I am an advocate of good self-image and accept beauty in all shapes, sizes & color. But how can I accept something that I know I can improve...and beat the hell out of it. I've done it TWICE so I guess this will be my THIRD serious attempt on getting FIT.

I want to challenge myself...physically...mentally...and emotionally.

BUT HOW???

I guess I should take this journey one step at a time...Slowly but surely this time..

As a closing part of this entry, allow me to share what I think is my best SHAPE yet. I know I'm not super SKINNY but this is has got to be my best SELF yet. :)

(pyrolympics @ moa FEB '10)

(canyon cove '10)

MUGSHOT

I lost a good amount of weight last year, but gained it back when I started to feel depressed.

Motivation is really what I need right now.

So to jump start my fitness battle round 2 here's my current picture:

Next Step: Plan for THE BATTLE OF THE BULDGE!

After a year and 5 days later

BAAADDD....1 yr and 4 yrs since I've posted on this blog? :(

Hello!

A lot of things has happened since last year.... I've lost weight, then gained it back.
Quit my previous job...then want to quit my current job!
From BB to iphone! hahaha

Oh well...one thing's for sure. When I revist my blog, I am usually depressed. :(

I'll try to keep up this blog for time being!

Billionaire - Travis McCoy feat Bruno Mars

(Bruno Mars)


I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad.

Buy all of the things I never had.

I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine.

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen.

Oh everytime I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights.

Yeah a different city every night oh I swear the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire.

(Travie McCoy)

Yeah I would have a show like Oprah I would be the host of.

Everyday christmas give Travie a wish list.

I'd probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt and adopt a bunch of babies that ain't never had shit.

Give away a few mercedes like here lady have this.

And last but not least grant somebody there last wish.

Been a couple months that i've been single so you can call me Travie Claus minus the ho ho.

Ahaa get it.

I'd probably visit where Katrina hit and damn sure do alot more than FEMA did.

Yeah can't forget about me stupid.

Everywhere I go imma have my own theme music.

(Bruno Mars)

Oh everytime I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights.

Yeah a different city every night oh I swear the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire.

Oh oh oh oh when i'm a billionaire.

Oh oh oh oh.

(Travie McCoy)


I be playing basketball with the president.

Dunking on his delegates.

Then I compliment on his political etiquette.

Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it

But keep the fives, twentys, tens, and bens completely separate

And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket

We in recession but let me take a crack at it

I'll probably take whatevers left and just split it up

So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks

And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was

Eating good sleeping soundly

I know we all have a similar dream

Go in your pocket pull out your wallet

And put it in the air and sing

(Bruno Mars)

I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad

Buy all of the things I never had

Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

Oh everytime I close my eyes I see my name in shining lights.

Yeah a different city every night oh I swear the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire.

Oh oh oh oh when i'm a billionaire.

Oh oh oh oh.

I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad.


*** Yes, pretty much my life story after the 4th wave of layoffs yesterday. I so want the compensation package!!!

Empire State of Mind II (Alicia Keys)

I loovee Jay-Z and Alicia's collaboration but I <3 Alicia's version. Maybe because it's easier to understand (Jay-Z's rap is way too NY ghetto for me to comprehend!) hehe. Or maybe, in a way, I can relate with Alicia! hah! Anyway, i'm posting the lyrics below! :D



Empire State Of Mind (Part II) Lyrics



Ooohh New York x2



Grew up in a town that is famous as the place of movie scenes

Noise is always loud, there are sirens all around and the streets are mean

If I can make it here, I can make it anywhere, that's what they say

Seeing my face in lights or my name in marquees found down on Broadway



Even if it ain’t all it seems, I got a pocketful of dreams

Baby, I'm from New York

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of

There's nothing you can't do

Now you're in New York

These streets will make you feel brand new

Big lights will inspire you

Let's hear it for New York, New York, New Yoooork!



On the avenue, there ain't never a curfew, ladies work so hard

Such a melting pot, on the corner selling rock, preachers pray to God

Hail a gypsy cab, takes me down from Harlem to the Brooklyn Bridge

Some will sleep tonight with a hunger for more than an empty fridge



I'm gonna make it by any means, I got a pocketful of dreams

Baby, I'm from New York

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of

There's nothing you can't do

Now you're in New York

These street will make you feel brand new

http://www.elyricsworld.com/empire_state_of_mind_(part_ii)_lyrics_alicia_keys.html

Big lights will inspire you

Let's hear it for New York, New York, New Yoooork!



One hand in the air for the big city,

Street lights, big dreams all looking pretty

No place in the world that can compare

Put your lighters in the air, everybody say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah



In New York

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of

There's nothing you can't do

Now you're in New York

These streets will make you feel brand new

Big lights will inspire you

Let's hear it for New York, New York, New Yoooork!

Shontelle - Plastic People

Carry me home away from all these things


That keep deceiving me

I’m all alone nowhere no one

To show me where to go

Take my money wear my shirt

Using me to do your dirt

Judging me when all the time

You’re the one that did the crime

Someone tell me what’s the truth

Save the children, save the youth

What about our hopes and dreams

You’re not what you really seem oh



{Chorus}

Nation of the plastic people

Here’s the church and here’s its people

Preaching good and doing evil

Trying to treat you less than equal

Saying this and meaning that

Twisting up into your back

Don’t be cast into the sequel

Living in a nation of plastic people (plastic people)



{Verse 2}

You’re just like a rose I wanna grow

So I can serve my purpose here

I wanna fly before I die

Be like a bird and touch the sky

Take my home, and take my name

Generation cellophane

There’s no difference all the same

I don’t know when I’m ashamed

Can you walk inside my shoes?

Don’t be mad if I refuse

Artificial attributes,

Different leaders same old news



{Chorus}

Shontelle Plastic People lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/shontelle-plastic-people-lyrics.html



{Verse 3}

What do you know,

It’s a situation begging for salvation

Looking to the sky to answer to all my frustration

There’s a choice I’m making

And there’s a chance I’ll take it

It’s the only life I got to live so I can’t fake it

Yeeaahhh

Ohhhh



Generation.

Desperaton.

Demonstration.

Provocation.

Population.

Segregation.

Isolation.

Suffocation.

Degradation.

Desolation.

Living in a plastic nation.



{Chorus}



Generation.

Desperaton.

Demonstration.

Provocation.

Population.

Segregation.

Isolation.

Suffocation.

Destination of the nation.

Generation.

Desolation.

Living in a plastic nation.

Living in a plastic nation.