Be(at) Your Best Self

Hi Blog,

It's past 2am already and I am yet to sleep. I still have a lot of "hang ups" to unload.

Whenever I see mirrors, I tend to avoid them. I just can't stare at my body. :(
My tummy is so round and soft...my arms too jiggle and huge...and my face is so round and plump.
Yes, I am an advocate of good self-image and accept beauty in all shapes, sizes & color. But how can I accept something that I know I can improve...and beat the hell out of it. I've done it TWICE so I guess this will be my THIRD serious attempt on getting FIT.

I want to challenge myself...physically...mentally...and emotionally.

BUT HOW???

I guess I should take this journey one step at a time...Slowly but surely this time..

As a closing part of this entry, allow me to share what I think is my best SHAPE yet. I know I'm not super SKINNY but this is has got to be my best SELF yet. :)

(pyrolympics @ moa FEB '10)

(canyon cove '10)

MUGSHOT

I lost a good amount of weight last year, but gained it back when I started to feel depressed.

Motivation is really what I need right now.

So to jump start my fitness battle round 2 here's my current picture:

Next Step: Plan for THE BATTLE OF THE BULDGE!

After a year and 5 days later

BAAADDD....1 yr and 4 yrs since I've posted on this blog? :(

Hello!

A lot of things has happened since last year.... I've lost weight, then gained it back.
Quit my previous job...then want to quit my current job!
From BB to iphone! hahaha

Oh well...one thing's for sure. When I revist my blog, I am usually depressed. :(

I'll try to keep up this blog for time being!